Thursday, June 3, 2010
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
Haven't posted one on here for a while
SO, I officially have 3 different blogs for 3 different reasons and for a while I hadn't posted on any but the other two recently I have been so I thought I'd do a quit one here. So, I should exercise but now I don't feel good. I came home and am going on all the internet sites, twitter, youtube, ext. So, I'm subscribed to Ellen on twitter and I saw a clip of one of her episodes and it's really funny and also extremely shocking at the end.
http://www.stumbleupon.com/su/28pDnV/ellen.warnerbros.com/2010/02/bad-paid-for-photos-0210.php/r:t
there is the link. check it out. Go to like the last 30 seconds and see a picture of the man standing next to it! LOL
http://www.stumbleupon.com/su/28pDnV/ellen.warnerbros.com/2010/02/bad-paid-for-photos-0210.php/r:t
there is the link. check it out. Go to like the last 30 seconds and see a picture of the man standing next to it! LOL
Thursday, December 3, 2009
Hair.
Hair is funny.
Actually it's quite gross.
one suggestion
SHAVE
belly hair eww
feet or hand hair EWWW
hair hair hair (you know where) Can you hear me say Yuck!
Odd places, no thank you
and long sweat arm pit hair, haha you'll never see me again
hahaha
ya
so shave people
:)
Completely random...or not
no it is
lol
Actually it's quite gross.
one suggestion
SHAVE
belly hair eww
feet or hand hair EWWW
hair hair hair (you know where) Can you hear me say Yuck!
Odd places, no thank you
and long sweat arm pit hair, haha you'll never see me again
hahaha
ya
so shave people
:)
Completely random...or not
no it is
lol
The truth
I'm a pretty truthful person for the most part, but sometimes I can tell white lies, or make my way around something to avoid hurting someone or making things awkward. The question in this blog though is not weather we, my readers and I, lie but rather if we would prefer people to lie to us or be told the truth.
Right now, I'm not exactly sure, so I hope to find out by the time I end his blog.
I had a pretty hard childhood. I was made fun of a lot for stupid things. I was also in Junior high for things I started believing. You could definitely say it brought my confidence down. I thought high school was going to be better. Friends come and go a lo easier but people don't pick on others for the most part. I love myself, sometimes a little too much. I like my personality, the things I say, the way I act, but I always find the negative. I don't seem to things I do things right or well enough. When people tell me something I do is good, I don't tend to believe them, because chances are they just don't want to be mean. So, would it bother me more if they agreed even though I already thought it. How much does their positive me help me. Well, I do know the answer to that. It helps a lot. Even if I don’t complete believe them, it makes me feel like what I did was enjoyed or intelligent in some way. Something I thought of or worked for was worth it. And what would happen if they said it was bad. As much as I’d like to believe it wouldn’t affect me, it would. Especially from people I care about, and especially when it something especial. Something I made that I shared and if those people that I chose to share it with didn’t like it, I’d be hurt and very disappointed. I’ve always had a feeling that I worse at a lot of things than people, and the things I’m good at like writing, acting, soccer, and basketball, I’m not even that great compared to everyone else. Most of my talents that I excel at compared to other things, most people excel more than me. Or a couple things that I’m even better at, there is still a large group of people who are way better than me. So, how much does it affend me if others think the same. I’m pretty much over what most people think. It’s what I think but with people who are close to me, it’s different. My mom for example, she doesn’t seem to agree or like the things that I think I’m good at, at least not the creative things. She’s supportive with sports and acting but not the things that I tend to do now. It’s kind of kept me from showing her things lately and she’s a lot less involved in my life. There is one person who I show everything too, and I’m proud when I do. I didn’t have that person for a while. Not just the actual person but that support. That I could tell, share, and show everything with. I wouldn’t be afraid that they thought something I did was stupid. They would imbrace it just as much as I did. Some things I love doing but it was hard not having anyone to share them with. So it a blessing that I do now. I’m so thankful. I really am thankful for a lot of things. My family, of course. The things I can use to do the creative things I do and make. I’m thankful for friends and my wonderful house. I’m extremely thankful for that person. I try not to take those things for granted because they really do mean a lot to me. And last I’m SO VERY thankful to God. He’s given me everything. >I know that was really off topic but it was thanksgiving, and I know I’m late but I still had to add it.
So, what’s my conclusion? I think earlier I was leaning toward , the truth can hurt too much. And it’s true. It sucks but if someone doesn’t tell you the truth, that insecurity can always be there because you don’t feel comfortable in believe anything and all of a sudden everything becomes bad. Truth is a wake up call that w aren’t perfect and can’t be but we all are special (haha) and we all are great at things and meant to use are talents and the things we enjoy to help out ourselves, the people around us, and the way the world and community flows.
Right now, I'm not exactly sure, so I hope to find out by the time I end his blog.
I had a pretty hard childhood. I was made fun of a lot for stupid things. I was also in Junior high for things I started believing. You could definitely say it brought my confidence down. I thought high school was going to be better. Friends come and go a lo easier but people don't pick on others for the most part. I love myself, sometimes a little too much. I like my personality, the things I say, the way I act, but I always find the negative. I don't seem to things I do things right or well enough. When people tell me something I do is good, I don't tend to believe them, because chances are they just don't want to be mean. So, would it bother me more if they agreed even though I already thought it. How much does their positive me help me. Well, I do know the answer to that. It helps a lot. Even if I don’t complete believe them, it makes me feel like what I did was enjoyed or intelligent in some way. Something I thought of or worked for was worth it. And what would happen if they said it was bad. As much as I’d like to believe it wouldn’t affect me, it would. Especially from people I care about, and especially when it something especial. Something I made that I shared and if those people that I chose to share it with didn’t like it, I’d be hurt and very disappointed. I’ve always had a feeling that I worse at a lot of things than people, and the things I’m good at like writing, acting, soccer, and basketball, I’m not even that great compared to everyone else. Most of my talents that I excel at compared to other things, most people excel more than me. Or a couple things that I’m even better at, there is still a large group of people who are way better than me. So, how much does it affend me if others think the same. I’m pretty much over what most people think. It’s what I think but with people who are close to me, it’s different. My mom for example, she doesn’t seem to agree or like the things that I think I’m good at, at least not the creative things. She’s supportive with sports and acting but not the things that I tend to do now. It’s kind of kept me from showing her things lately and she’s a lot less involved in my life. There is one person who I show everything too, and I’m proud when I do. I didn’t have that person for a while. Not just the actual person but that support. That I could tell, share, and show everything with. I wouldn’t be afraid that they thought something I did was stupid. They would imbrace it just as much as I did. Some things I love doing but it was hard not having anyone to share them with. So it a blessing that I do now. I’m so thankful. I really am thankful for a lot of things. My family, of course. The things I can use to do the creative things I do and make. I’m thankful for friends and my wonderful house. I’m extremely thankful for that person. I try not to take those things for granted because they really do mean a lot to me. And last I’m SO VERY thankful to God. He’s given me everything. >I know that was really off topic but it was thanksgiving, and I know I’m late but I still had to add it.
So, what’s my conclusion? I think earlier I was leaning toward , the truth can hurt too much. And it’s true. It sucks but if someone doesn’t tell you the truth, that insecurity can always be there because you don’t feel comfortable in believe anything and all of a sudden everything becomes bad. Truth is a wake up call that w aren’t perfect and can’t be but we all are special (haha) and we all are great at things and meant to use are talents and the things we enjoy to help out ourselves, the people around us, and the way the world and community flows.
Thursday, September 17, 2009
Why I cry.
I cry when something big happens
And I cry at something small
I cry when I think about my life right now
I cry at the future, i cry at the past, even though I wish nothing could hold me back
Don't make me cry again
Don't let me fall from Heaven
The reason that I cry,
the reason why I cry at everything
the reason why I cry
oh, is no one there to stops me
I cry when I can't handle the pressure
I cry at loosing I'll loose what I have
I cry at wondering when my life will get back on track
I cry at the past, I'm crying right now, and I'll cry until someone tells me how
To stop
Don't make me cry again
Don't let me fall from Heaven
The reason that I cry,
the reason why I cry at everything
the reason why I cry
oh, is no one there to stops me
Oh wo, no one is there to ketch me
nothings there to tell me things will get better
theres no hope in my eyes, every night I despise the mirror
and I
Don't make me cry again
Don't let me fall from Heaven
The reason that I cry,
the reason why I cry at everything
the reason why I cry
oh, is no one there to stops me
audio and pics only no video, cause it wasn't exactly um. ok
And I cry at something small
I cry when I think about my life right now
I cry at the future, i cry at the past, even though I wish nothing could hold me back
Don't make me cry again
Don't let me fall from Heaven
The reason that I cry,
the reason why I cry at everything
the reason why I cry
oh, is no one there to stops me
I cry when I can't handle the pressure
I cry at loosing I'll loose what I have
I cry at wondering when my life will get back on track
I cry at the past, I'm crying right now, and I'll cry until someone tells me how
To stop
Don't make me cry again
Don't let me fall from Heaven
The reason that I cry,
the reason why I cry at everything
the reason why I cry
oh, is no one there to stops me
Oh wo, no one is there to ketch me
nothings there to tell me things will get better
theres no hope in my eyes, every night I despise the mirror
and I
Don't make me cry again
Don't let me fall from Heaven
The reason that I cry,
the reason why I cry at everything
the reason why I cry
oh, is no one there to stops me
audio and pics only no video, cause it wasn't exactly um. ok
After the fact
gah. So I wan going to write a blog but now it has to change or im going to make three parts
1st. All the talk about change, he said he didn't want things to change but he knew they would, I said I knew they would too but it was ok, he said he really didn't think things would change
So, obviously things are going to change. A little FYI no more baby, babe, hun, sweetie talk. There's always a number one, and that changes.
I think theses are changes that needed to happened because you can't just look at your food, but then eat desert. You have to eat the desert and maybe take a bite of the desert. HAHA. Will it make me a bigger person? I hope so. Will it make us closer? I hope so.
So. He did it. I knew he would. I'm sure she feels good about it. It's hard to see what it's like from this angle but I wonder where it will go. This is sure to be an intresting year, I just hope it goes bye quickly.
So, I'm going to sit back and watch the change. Mean while lets have Niley Jemily Kaly Story consume all my time.
1st. All the talk about change, he said he didn't want things to change but he knew they would, I said I knew they would too but it was ok, he said he really didn't think things would change
So, obviously things are going to change. A little FYI no more baby, babe, hun, sweetie talk. There's always a number one, and that changes.
I think theses are changes that needed to happened because you can't just look at your food, but then eat desert. You have to eat the desert and maybe take a bite of the desert. HAHA. Will it make me a bigger person? I hope so. Will it make us closer? I hope so.
So. He did it. I knew he would. I'm sure she feels good about it. It's hard to see what it's like from this angle but I wonder where it will go. This is sure to be an intresting year, I just hope it goes bye quickly.
So, I'm going to sit back and watch the change. Mean while lets have Niley Jemily Kaly Story consume all my time.
Saturday, September 12, 2009
hm. ok SO blog idea turned into song.
So I have this idea for a blog but I think imma try and make it into a song
I care, everything, every inch, it means so much to me
but you, especially, i'd give you my everything
It's not like, I need you
but I want you, even more
It's not like, I don't want more than,
I just want you to be happy
I can tell when your happy
and I love, when it's with me
I can see when your smile in your heart
is absolutely complete
I know when she makes feel that way
but I don't need to know why
I just want you to be happy
I love, life itself, everyheart, I come across
but you, have a special place,
a special time I'll never forget
I love, being here, but sometime i feel the wave of fear
I can tell when your happy
and I love, when it's with me
I can see when your smile in your heart
is absolutely complete
I know when she makes feel that way
but I don't need to know why
I just want you to be happy
All these feelings don't mean nothing, gotta shut them out
Life is worth it, life is worth it, I keep tell myself
You are happy, all the details I don't to know,
cause what I can take and care about, all I need to know is your happy
I care, everything, every inch, it means so much to me
but you, especially, i'd give you my everything
It's not like, I need you
but I want you, even more
It's not like, I don't want more than,
I just want you to be happy
I can tell when your happy
and I love, when it's with me
I can see when your smile in your heart
is absolutely complete
I know when she makes feel that way
but I don't need to know why
I just want you to be happy
I love, life itself, everyheart, I come across
but you, have a special place,
a special time I'll never forget
I love, being here, but sometime i feel the wave of fear
I can tell when your happy
and I love, when it's with me
I can see when your smile in your heart
is absolutely complete
I know when she makes feel that way
but I don't need to know why
I just want you to be happy
All these feelings don't mean nothing, gotta shut them out
Life is worth it, life is worth it, I keep tell myself
You are happy, all the details I don't to know,
cause what I can take and care about, all I need to know is your happy
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