Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Katrina

Katrina. She is awesome. She is so nice, extremlu smart and a wonderful person. She's very awesome! She also happens to be my best friend. She really cares about me and is so thoughtful. I really care about her too, and what the best for her! She is the one I want to tell all my good new to. She is also happy for me and we click so well. We have so much fun together! Katrina rox my sox, lol. A side from being my best friend, she is an inspiring person. She has a unique way of thinking and brightens everything up. She deserves everything she wants, and more. She is also really pretty. We have got a lot closer lately and I could not be happier. Katrina your amazing! Don't let anyone tell you your not, not that they could!!!!!!!!!!!! <3!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3 Salena!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahaa

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

She is such a

I don't need to complete the sentence. We all know what could complete it. I have to admit I have said it before. I shouldn't judge someone because I don't agree with their behaviors but I still do it anyway. Sometime we say this with stupid in the blank but insulting someones lack of intelligence is not going to do anybody any good. Sometime we might feel in the blank with an other word for mean. This might be true about a person but talking to them would be a better solution, right? Probably. And what about the extreme one. When your saying someone shows to much skin or go too far with too many guys. This is used a lot and it's probably the most common way I fill the blank. I don't like it when girl take inappropriate pictures or sleep with many guys in high school. I think they have no class but I don't say that I say "She is such a".
So, what about what people say about celebrities. I don't think it is right to judge someone quickly. A lot of people I know say "Miley Cyrus is such a". She has taken a picture or two of her belly and kissing a guy. SO? Ok, she is a role model but it is the parents and medias fault for letting their children see this. If the media does not highlight it saying it is a bad example, no one would see the example. And what parents give their kids access to places where they can see "scandless photos". She is a teenager and not doing that much wrong. She is not making a sex tape or going on play boy. She is not flashing people or even swearing. She keeps it real and tries to balance living her life at the same time. I know people who take much worse pictures and are mean too. And as much as we may like to believe that we aren't role models because we are not celebrities it a bunch of Bull. Everyone is a role model who has a kid, a younger sibling, or even a cousin. Even if you don't have siblings people still might look up to you.
Even though we all say it, the only way we should way this phrase is, She is such a lovely person.

Feel bad-Not me monday



I have always loved soccer! I love acting too! I love being creative and painting, and reseantly loved basketball. I love singing and writing too. I write, well blogs, stories, sometimes scripts, poems, and songs. All these things I love to do are different. I go about them very differently. With soccer I give 110% effort. In basketball I try and listen to my coaches as much as possible and grasp what they try and tell me. I try to change what I do to what they say, because they do know a lot more than me and when I listen it helps a lot and I improve greatly. With painting I do whatever I want. I don't have a lot of details but LOTS of colors. All my paintings are different and most of them come out quite good. I am proud of them. I sing and write freely. I can do it anytime anyplace, just maybe at different volumes. Also, all these things I better or worse at. While I think I am amazing at writing song, or pretty good, I am not as good at painting even though I enjoy it emencly.
I think I improved so much at basketball this winter, as I was on the school team. I completely fell in love with it. Now I am on the soccer team (it ends in less than I week) and it used to be my passion because I am so competative and I love it. Now, I am not the best person on the team but it I don't feel weak, not me. It's not me that goes home after some games and cries because I didn't get enough playing time. It's not me that feel stupid that I am out of breath and not as skilled because I was never in travel and haven't been taught how to "give and go" or do proper "two touches". And it's not me who is not a quiter but wants to quite just so I don't feel like a quiter.
No, it's not me that wishes I was better at everything. Not me.

Ok so I wrote that at school today but I always have conflicting thoughts. Like at practice I was having so much fun and doing well. I NAILED ALL MY LEFT FOOT PASSES!! that is impossible for me. I never could do any but I focused and I did well. I guess we all just need to look for the good, the fun, and what makes things worth it.

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

Definitely shallow

Everyone is a bit shallow, some more than others, obviously. Sometimes the worst things come into ones mind even if one doesn't think like that. Some times I can't help but look at someone and think "O, she's really fat." or "Ew..that shirt is so ugly" I know I shouldn't and sometimes I don't really think the person is "fat" or their shirt is "ugly" but it goes through my mind anyways. So, does think make someone shallow even if they don't believe it. I know people who that all they think about. "She has the biggest nose, and her hair is so greasy" or "He is the weirdest guy ever. Haha, if he thinks I'd date him, her is seriously mistaken. Not in a million years. And did you see his shirt and those jeans yesterday!" or "She is short, and flat chested." and maybe ever "EWW, look at her! She is so gross. How does she even look in the mirror?  No wonder she never has a boy friend. Ew." These people are definitely shallow. Looks are all they think about in a person. I am not sure about the rest of us though. Are we a little shallow or just human? Are we insecure or just uncaring? Are we bored or just devious. I do know those people that are definitely shallow, but where do the rest of us lie.