Wednesday, August 12, 2009
An amazing day
I have a new blog but it's a bit more intense and private but I still am gonna contribute to this blog to. Alright. I love my fake cousins. They totally rock & I've been having a blast. I'm enjoying all of them. I think I have really matured and um just like one of them which is awesome. THey laugh at my jokes and boy did I have fun. + the night wasn't bad either ;). It's so wonderful! OK, and for those people who read my other blog, he texted me which was a really great. The second day I was gonna write more blogs but I didn't know what and texting him is more important :)
Sunday, August 9, 2009
I love carma
I found a youtube channel that I really like. She write a script like a t.v. show and you read it with celebrities pictures in the back. The story lines are really good and im really impressed. Also im addicted. I started helping her out so people would see her channel. I have an account online where I have a lot of pictures. I don't go on it that much but on the site they have message boards. One of the sections in a pictures reading thread. I posted this video up there. People gave negative feedback because it had the jonas brothers but one person didn't look at what I wrote and rated me 10/10! :) It's late but that made my day. Hopefully it will continue to tomorrow. Always stick up for what you believe and stand by its side. Help others and carma will give you a nice ride! :)
Friday, August 7, 2009
The love of my life
OK. You guessed it! It's ME!!!
Why??? Because when I read something my commentary on it is amazing. How I say it is amazing. I should totally be a comedian. I love my laugh. I feel sophisticated, fun, beautiful, cool, and worthwhile. I just wish other people could see how awesome I am like I do. lol. I also wish I could say this better, but its kind of like when your crazy about a boy, you just love everything he does. Well, i love who I am. And that roxxs
lol. this was random. and short. but o well. AND read my last post. its a inspired from a great poem.
Why??? Because when I read something my commentary on it is amazing. How I say it is amazing. I should totally be a comedian. I love my laugh. I feel sophisticated, fun, beautiful, cool, and worthwhile. I just wish other people could see how awesome I am like I do. lol. I also wish I could say this better, but its kind of like when your crazy about a boy, you just love everything he does. Well, i love who I am. And that roxxs
lol. this was random. and short. but o well. AND read my last post. its a inspired from a great poem.
A curse or a blessing
This is my own version for a poem I found online.
This is going to be a very vague blog and not really too real. I also am going to write another one but I think I need to be a little more serious before I write my next very coincided one. haha.
Is it a curse that something that feels so good, that can consume my time and thoughts isn't as real or available as I want it to be. Is it a curse that I'm not such that what has been consuming most of my time may not be what I think. And even more so, everyday I think it is more not what I think. Is it a curse that I want it, not for it, but because I want something. Is it a curse that it might not even work if it was available and real. Is it a curse that while I would love it, it would not love me. It would realize that I'm not what it wants. That would not make me mad, as you will see in my next blog but feel wasted. Maybe regrets. And is it a huge curse that he could or does love me, and there fore I should be blessed, and even though I was it to be time consuming and no matter what it is thought consuming, I may not really want it. I could be interested in something else, something more, something real, something selfish.
It is a blessing that we fit so well on paper but that's all it is because if we saw each other face to face in a hallway or on a street could be hold a conversation. Could we be in each others presence and feel comfortable. Would we even notice each other. I don't think so. So is it a blessing that we met somewhere where even though its not ideal we enjoy our time around each other instead of being able to have full contact but not being interested in it or is it just another curse.
I think I wrote it better. lol. :) thanks for reading
This is going to be a very vague blog and not really too real. I also am going to write another one but I think I need to be a little more serious before I write my next very coincided one. haha.
Is it a curse that something that feels so good, that can consume my time and thoughts isn't as real or available as I want it to be. Is it a curse that I'm not such that what has been consuming most of my time may not be what I think. And even more so, everyday I think it is more not what I think. Is it a curse that I want it, not for it, but because I want something. Is it a curse that it might not even work if it was available and real. Is it a curse that while I would love it, it would not love me. It would realize that I'm not what it wants. That would not make me mad, as you will see in my next blog but feel wasted. Maybe regrets. And is it a huge curse that he could or does love me, and there fore I should be blessed, and even though I was it to be time consuming and no matter what it is thought consuming, I may not really want it. I could be interested in something else, something more, something real, something selfish.
It is a blessing that we fit so well on paper but that's all it is because if we saw each other face to face in a hallway or on a street could be hold a conversation. Could we be in each others presence and feel comfortable. Would we even notice each other. I don't think so. So is it a blessing that we met somewhere where even though its not ideal we enjoy our time around each other instead of being able to have full contact but not being interested in it or is it just another curse.
I think I wrote it better. lol. :) thanks for reading
Monday, August 3, 2009
Pay back on the food
Ok. So. Im going to tell you a secrete. I like boys. Haha well I like boys a lot. O.K. im fucking boy crazy. Especially with really cute boys and that I seem to have a connection with. And now I’ve started to think of them all as, well, food. I mean cause I LOVE food too.
I use to be into fettuccine Alfredo. Boy that stuff is good but it's really fattening. Its bad and unhealthy. Then I liked some guys that I got close with or some food that I was fond of, crackers and cheese. I love cheese and crackers and good but they taste amazing together, but they never fill me up. OK. so their is 1 food that I think taste good but I am not really interested in, and 3 that I kinda like right now.
Ok so cherries. I'm never to interested in having them but they are good in a drink. I can depend on them always tasting good, and making my drink look better but I never want them by themselves. then there is the sweet, pineapple. I never get pineapple but when I do get to taste it I love it. I just want more but maybe it wont be so good after a while, truth is i don't think i'll ever get to find out. OK. Now I LOVE me some noodles and cheese. Every day just more and more noodles with melted cheese, yummmy. But really its not all the satisfying. Some times I love but others it can just bring drama. wait. this is noodles and cheese. haha. But see I always ask for more noodles and cheese, even though I know I might never be able to perfect making it. And then there is the chocolate moose. omg am I in love with the chocolate moose. I don't get it that often but when I do every second is heaven but I never can. The problem is everything! Its hard to get and expensive.Everyone else wants it and I don't know if I can make it.
Ok. So what am I. Banana bread. I myself love banana bread but it isn't as appealing at first. Some may like it but only if they know what it's like. But once you taste some good banana bread, you love it. I noticed this first hard with a group of preschoolers at snack time. Most of the girls look at the bread and wouldn't eat it. but the guys actually gave it a shot, and then woolfed it down. I'm not sure if I really am banana bread but that ok cause I can still eat it. :)
I use to be into fettuccine Alfredo. Boy that stuff is good but it's really fattening. Its bad and unhealthy. Then I liked some guys that I got close with or some food that I was fond of, crackers and cheese. I love cheese and crackers and good but they taste amazing together, but they never fill me up. OK. so their is 1 food that I think taste good but I am not really interested in, and 3 that I kinda like right now.
Ok so cherries. I'm never to interested in having them but they are good in a drink. I can depend on them always tasting good, and making my drink look better but I never want them by themselves. then there is the sweet, pineapple. I never get pineapple but when I do get to taste it I love it. I just want more but maybe it wont be so good after a while, truth is i don't think i'll ever get to find out. OK. Now I LOVE me some noodles and cheese. Every day just more and more noodles with melted cheese, yummmy. But really its not all the satisfying. Some times I love but others it can just bring drama. wait. this is noodles and cheese. haha. But see I always ask for more noodles and cheese, even though I know I might never be able to perfect making it. And then there is the chocolate moose. omg am I in love with the chocolate moose. I don't get it that often but when I do every second is heaven but I never can. The problem is everything! Its hard to get and expensive.Everyone else wants it and I don't know if I can make it.
Ok. So what am I. Banana bread. I myself love banana bread but it isn't as appealing at first. Some may like it but only if they know what it's like. But once you taste some good banana bread, you love it. I noticed this first hard with a group of preschoolers at snack time. Most of the girls look at the bread and wouldn't eat it. but the guys actually gave it a shot, and then woolfed it down. I'm not sure if I really am banana bread but that ok cause I can still eat it. :)
Sunday, August 2, 2009
Jealousy
This is definitely not something I like to talk about. I don't think girls like to admit they are much either. SO in this blog i will be talking about two things. 1. how other people feel about jealousy. and 2. when or what I feel when im going through it.
OK. Girls defiantly get jealous a lot. I do believe some girls are confident in who they are and want the best for others so they don't get jealous. I envy them. Now the thing is jealousy can work in so many ways. Girls can get jealous of the girlfriend of a guy they want or be the girlfriend and jealous of a hot girl the boyfriend is talking to. They can be jealous that their guy is spending so much time away from them or just peraniod because they spend some other time with other women. Girls can be idiot when they should trust their man, sometime the guy does get a little to close to women and its natural for them to be jealous even though they shouldn't and then their is the guy who is cheating and the only reason the girlfriend shouldn't be jealous is because he is scum.
Ok, now yes Woman do get jealous a lot but I think men do to and can be made jealous a lot more easily. A girl sometimes doesn't even need to do anything, a guy can look at her and her boy friend might get jealous. Guys can deal with it different way. Some take it out on their girl friends while other keep it inside. Some talk to the guy or get mad and others get violent.
Ok. now my part. hmm. I get jealous in different ways. Sometime of other people for having things I don't but not really. Mostly for relationship. Not always am I jealous of the girl for having the guy but of both of them for having each other and being happy. But the hard jealousy is when ur jealous of one person in particular over something specific. A million questions go through ones head. So back to me. Its even more complicated. I wanted things in the past but in some ways I didn't. Actually I didn't think I wanted a couple things. But when someone else gets them, its hurts. Its like your opportunity is gone even if you didn't want it.
So now I have a few questions for everyone who reads with. When one person say something and you feel like your going melt down and cry, what does that say? If you had a day in the other person shoes would it make you realize it really wasn't what you wanted or just make you want it more. OK. and now being jealous of a person because of another person. What if you want someone to be happy but then it hurt and you want a hug, but you wont get one. Do you walk away, or stay through the pain?
haha deep post lol. jealousy suck. but live can sux sometimes. But just remeber sometime it sucks for everyone and it can always get better, because you may be jealous of someone else but there is a really good chance someone is jealous of you. That means your lucky and you should be grateful, enjoy it and live your life.
OK. Girls defiantly get jealous a lot. I do believe some girls are confident in who they are and want the best for others so they don't get jealous. I envy them. Now the thing is jealousy can work in so many ways. Girls can get jealous of the girlfriend of a guy they want or be the girlfriend and jealous of a hot girl the boyfriend is talking to. They can be jealous that their guy is spending so much time away from them or just peraniod because they spend some other time with other women. Girls can be idiot when they should trust their man, sometime the guy does get a little to close to women and its natural for them to be jealous even though they shouldn't and then their is the guy who is cheating and the only reason the girlfriend shouldn't be jealous is because he is scum.
Ok, now yes Woman do get jealous a lot but I think men do to and can be made jealous a lot more easily. A girl sometimes doesn't even need to do anything, a guy can look at her and her boy friend might get jealous. Guys can deal with it different way. Some take it out on their girl friends while other keep it inside. Some talk to the guy or get mad and others get violent.
Ok. now my part. hmm. I get jealous in different ways. Sometime of other people for having things I don't but not really. Mostly for relationship. Not always am I jealous of the girl for having the guy but of both of them for having each other and being happy. But the hard jealousy is when ur jealous of one person in particular over something specific. A million questions go through ones head. So back to me. Its even more complicated. I wanted things in the past but in some ways I didn't. Actually I didn't think I wanted a couple things. But when someone else gets them, its hurts. Its like your opportunity is gone even if you didn't want it.
So now I have a few questions for everyone who reads with. When one person say something and you feel like your going melt down and cry, what does that say? If you had a day in the other person shoes would it make you realize it really wasn't what you wanted or just make you want it more. OK. and now being jealous of a person because of another person. What if you want someone to be happy but then it hurt and you want a hug, but you wont get one. Do you walk away, or stay through the pain?
haha deep post lol. jealousy suck. but live can sux sometimes. But just remeber sometime it sucks for everyone and it can always get better, because you may be jealous of someone else but there is a really good chance someone is jealous of you. That means your lucky and you should be grateful, enjoy it and live your life.
First hair
So pretty, wierd, fucky. Short, long, stubs, gone, wavy, strait, curly, blonde, brown, red, and beautiful. Well, that hair (on your head) is not what I am talking about. Body hair. Lol funny subject. possibly. Well lets start from facial hair. Eyebrows-good. they should be plucked and No unibrow. ok for girls mustash is sad. :( for guys its weird, its called shaving. do it. and don't get me started on nose and ear hair. lol. alright now chest hair is gross. Some girls like the ohh manly, umm no. haha. and arm pit ((under pit)what I called it when I was younger,start using it :) lol) hair-could deffinatly be the worst kind of hair. Alright, guys shaving may be a little too metrosexual but i'd rather have that than yucky, sweaty, stringy arm hair. Ok, now hair down there. Lol. its something id really rather not discuss or there for think about. all i say is keep it clean. haha. butt hair eww. leg hair. idk, don't like it. but would I want a guy to shave idkkk.. and toe hair. urgg I hate it and it hurts like hell to pluck it haha.
So, yes this is a really random post but thats ok.
So, yes this is a really random post but thats ok.
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